What am I doing?

I will try to find an article, Ann Landers? I think....about making changes "Just for today".
That if you can do it "Just for Today", there isn't the "weight" (no pun intended) or expectation of having to make that change for 6 weeks, 6 months or 6 years.....

I'll post it as soon as I can find it.

This weekend was difficult. I'm not ready to be completely open about my lowest moment...but lets just say it involved an airplane.
But also visited family and it was wonderful, until we were taking pictures of each other and damn those digital cameras...I was able to see myself immediatley, and it was too late to do anything about it.
I don't want to go through that ever again.
I know I can do it. I've done it several times before. But now there is more than ever before to lose. I have all of the excuses in the world.
I got married... (which I guess equals lazy)
I work a "graveyard" shift....
I don't have time....
My husband buys junk food and sodas...
It's too hot...
It's too cold....
It's too much....
It's too hard....

So Just for Today, I won't be lazy, I'll make time, I won't make excuses.

Going to the grocery store tomorrow, going to cook and prepare meals/salads to take to work for the rest of the week. Need to buy clothes for the gym....